2009

best wishes 2 everybody
to this year f5 de us:last year d,muz fully enjoy,dunwan cari pasal anymore!

to somebody else:leave me alone,stop poking ur nose in2 my business,ur mouth says u wont do that but u did!
u have make my life miserable enough...i m out!
free!

to angel:thanks 4 making my holidays meaningful and happy! love u 4eva!

girl...lady...woman...

this morning,about 11.40am,i was waiting 4 angel's msg...i tk she is not awake yet...
so i surf the net,looking at ppl's blog...
and saw a blog about my friend..
its not my friend's blog...
its juz a blog about my friend(i noe i very lame)

well,tat person seems 2 b kinda hurt by my friend...
but according 2 my view,she is juz hurt by none other than herself...
it is not easy 2 let go i know...
but u hav 2 let go,u must let go...
even though it hurts...
when u let go of that person,stop writing blog about her...
its pointless...
you will juz make ppl feel guilty...
and guilty is not love...
guilt might bring back that person...but not her/his heart...
actually,i duno wad happen between them...
but whatever it is,
i wish them all well...
BEST WISHES!

cups

i read a piece of article about cups n find it realli interesting...

1st ,there is nothing concerning bra cups..
haha..

the article said somthing about a chipped cup..
if 1 side of the cup is chipped,
do look around the other side of the cup,
it is still round...

the meaning of tis article is:
one should not onli look at another persons's weak spot,
but look at the good side of ppl...

dear friends:
u hav 2 stop hating 1 specific person 4 some stupid reason...
look on the bright side...there is sure some good in a person!!!!
so open ur eyes!!!
everything is gonna be fine....
have faith 2 love who u love...
and cherish wad u have in life....

went 2 gurney....had a great time...haha...watch movie ate sushi(not realli important)....

the rest is a secret that i will keep in my memory bottle 4eva...

2yue hui extra fun,i love you!!!!!

thanks angel 4 making my day extra happy!!!!

i love you...

friend? no more

it was std 1...we were both known each other..
you were my best fren..
you were the responsible 1,i was the lazy bum...
we were good frens,u noe wad m i tking n i noe wad were u tking,
u could finish my sentences,i could do urs...
those memories...

we were both in bkb team,
1 year later,u quit...
i continued playing...

after that,we went 2 secondary 2gether,
best pals as ever...
my frens are ur frens,
but ur frens are not all my frens...
you were very girly,since young you were always the soft hearted 1,the reasonable 1..
i,was a hot tempered fool,irresponsible as always..
we were different,yet we stayed frens...

f2,we end tis frenship...
actually,more like i ended it...
i was a fool...
being ignorant,jealousy,childish,or wateva u wanna call it...
u called 2 apologize,i ignore it..
20-30miss calls...
i was a fool..
many of them tks it is a waste 4 long time frens like us 2 call it quits...
many of them tried 2 make us back 2gether..
but...
u cant mend a broken mirror....can u?

i missed u alot,friend...
somehow,i felt like i never get 2 noe u well enuf...
haiz...
wherever u are,whatever u r doing,
best of luck,friend...

i ll see u someday...
bye~

Love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did i know
That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please dont go,
and i saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes
So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Lets escape this town for a little while
Cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please dont go
and i saidRomeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yesRomeo save me,
they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Dont be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby just say yes,Oh,
OhI got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town,
and I saidRomeo save me
I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
He knelt to the ground
and pulled out a ring and saidMarry me Juliet you’ll never have to be alone
I love you
and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby just say yesOh,
Oh,We were both young when i first saw you

poolside dilema

without hp n computer..
life is as gud as dead...
i spent my time sitting by the poolside...

dun get me wrong,there is no cute girls in hot bikinis playing in the water..
there is notg more than a pool(as in a large hole with water in it)
i love it as it gav me peace...
the pool is usually empty...
not much ppl there...
juz a few dead leaves in the pool..
n the tiled dophin that i use 2 tk was alive when i was a kid..

i sat the tking abt my life..
ppl in my life...
n therefore i tot of the future..
as tragic as it seems,i hav no future...i dun hav talent too...

Talent
is like : ai yin & art,crapping,xin rou & maths,hsieh zhen & designing...

me?
i duno...

they all hav tis reali bright future in front ov them,

me?
i have none...

holidays..bored?

hp no credit,cant on9 evryday...
life kinda sucks....

juz non-stop eating evryday...
tat food,for japanese,korea to western...
gawd,i m getting 2 b like esso n mobil oil tank..

lazy 2 exercise too,
i m not xr can go n run lakeside,if i run around swimming pool here,sombd will call TANJUNG RAMBUTAN...

juz me n my hp's songs nowadays...
sometimes too miss angel
i ll juz straight call her,juz to hear her voice...
somehow it manages to ease my boredness...

life in the hols 2 my bro is heaven,
he watch ben 10 in both eng n chi language..
me? well all i do is lie in bed,read novels,eat n eat....
tragic,i m living a live of a retire old person...

傳說
詞: 施人誠 曲:鄭楠 演唱: 林宥嘉 劉力揚
女:宇宙洪荒那時候
第一句愛是誰說出口
當時的他 如何形容
對方 聽懂不懂
男:開天闢地了以後
第一對戀人什麼結果
洞穴湖泊
日升月落
他們
愛了多久
如果我們那時就相遇
會不會愛得比較放心
合:也許分離 還沒被發明
來折磨愛情
男:一千次輪迴都不錯過
女:一萬里相隨都不放手
合:在每個盡頭
再約好碰頭
再睜開眼
就認出你我
女:一千次輪迴足不足夠
男:一萬里漂泊又算什麼
合:這人海遼闊
愛總被磋跎
總該
留一篇傳說

happy happy day

26th NOVEMBER 2008

i went out v angel!

11.30am
reached gurney..(cuz of mum n da stupid taiwan drama)
went 2 popular,scan thru all da vcd n dvd..
read a novel..

12.40pm
went 2 tower records..

1pm
looking at my hp...waiting 4 angel's message..

1stg
angel finally arrive with nice looking purple shirt..
angel kept torturing my wound..
i chose "igor"
bought tickets n went in...
*cant tell u da process*bleh

after movie,
we went 2 eat kim gary
we both eat until very xing ku..
but i enjoy it though...
angel is very cute...

after tat ,
we juz walk around..
it is da 1st time i din feel bored going 2 gurney..
i had fun..
love it!

we go vcd shop..
hug hugs..

den we walk many rounds around gurney,
but i dun feel bored at all!!
hope angel din feel bored...


final word:
1,angel enjoys touching my wound until i kinda like hiss in pain den she stops..
2,angel very very cute
3,happiest day ov my life is 2day
4,after we meet,i miss her more n more!!

CONCLUSION:
I M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYY 2222222222222222DDDDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LALALALALA~

sory

i did it...
i hurt angel...
damn me...

i m sorry angel,reali reali infinitily sorry...
i oso duno wad 2 do 2 make u less pain,
haiz,i gues i m reali useless..

sorry...
reali sorry....
reali reali sorry....

please,b hapy,please,i din wan u 2 get tis sad...
please,i will promise u anytg anytg at all,juz 2 exchange 4 tat happiness u use 2 hav...

it is all my fault,my idiotic fault...if i could juz b rational,tis wont happen...
i m sorry,very very sorry...

i will make it up 2 u,
please gv me tat chance...

lastly,i reali truely sorry...
dont leave me,dont argue anymore
or the place call heart will b in terrible pain...

i m sorry..
n i love u...

to angel:

honey,dun look dun upon urself ma...
dun owaz say u cant do it...
u ad very guai ad,u start do math 2day,
dun say urself useless,

u din copy answers altgh half da class copy,
u did 20stg maths,it all also correct ar..
u try very hard..
i noe u did all u can d..but u canot gv up!
u once tol me,evry1 oso got failure eh,tis is life ma...
dun 4get wad u tol me ar..

i dunwan see tis kind ov tg appear again:"今天的我，跟她们走在一起却觉得自卑一群聪明的朋友 ； 一个没读书的小孩看见他们一个个都是读书人心想自己也希望有一天能像她们一样林岳桢，醒了吧！！你是不可能和她们一样的！！！你是永远的最后！！！世上真的有不可能的事情！！！"

tat nonsense,notg is impossible..
cause impossible is actually I M POSSIBLE!

we promise d mar,2gether work hard...i ll be here 4 u 4eva,dun b afraid,we work hard 2gether ma...jia you jia you ar!

angel , u really not bad de,hold ur head up high ba...
u got bright future in front ov u,u canot canot gv up lidat!
u owaz said u r lim yueh zheng lei,tat is another reason u got 2 stand up n fight,bcuz u r lim yueh zheng,if lim yueh zheng can make miracle happen,lim yueh zheng can also get good results!

jia you angel,i ll be here supporting u 4eva!

angel

its a bird!
its a plane!
nono,its an angel!
hehe,ki siao-ing

yup,tats my angel..
she is TOTALLY LOVABLE!!!

she is damn cute!
hectic! i cant believe my luck
she is juz totally lovely n lovely n even more lovely!!!

except she kept calling me baby..T_T
she ming ming jiu bi jiao cute ar...

i totally love her hair
tat soft,
nice smell,
i juz love it!!!!!

i love her human too..
she is special...
her charms,
her style,
her EVERYTHING!!
i m spellbounded...

TAT LOVE!

silent angel

my angel is the best thing tat ever happen 2 me..

she is petite,
cute,
nice,
interesting,
n many many more..

but most of all,she listens 2 me..
evrytime on da phone call or even face 2 face,
she juz sit there quietly,listening 2 me crapping..
she pays attention 2 evry single tg i say,no matter i m crapping or talking facts..
her face full of intensity,charm n expression...
she is an angel in person...

she is totally wonderful...
i love her more than anytg in the world..

on the last day,
i hugged her in the middle ov the road...
i noe tat dangerous,but we were out of time..
tat is the tg tat i NEVER regret doing in my whole life....

she is juz my angel...1 n only angel...

雨淅瀝瀝的下
讓我想起你說你最愛它
所以我也愛上了雨啊
站在窗前眺望
今天的風景會不會不一樣
能不能就停止悲傷
雨水模糊了我的雙眼
你卻不能看見
輕輕滑落的淚水
是我對你的想念
在雨中
思念
想念
掛念
惦念
留念
懷念
不停的念
你的名字
哦 那是我曾經擁有過的
最美最好的幸福
雨中的
思念
想念
掛念
惦念
留念
懷念
我感覺到我好孤獨
哦 為什麼你溫柔的手
再不會
撫摸我的臉龐
停靠街邊櫥窗
靜靜看著雨中人來人往
現在的你
在哪個遠方
走在繁華路上
我的心卻像在
荒漠般蒼涼
你是否
也跟我一樣

我眼泪都笑了
谁还想哭呢?

what u did 2 me was less expected..
i trusted u...
but i noe,someday she sure noe tat i like her b4..
but from ur mouth...less expected....

i rest my case...
i dun like being control,i dun control u too..

since now we r over...
i will grow stronger n fly higher...

ai yin told me 2 stop torturing myself...
it is tat sentence tat make me wake up...
i thank u:
thanks 4 hurting me,thanks 4 making me stronger,thanks 4 everytg...

我就是這樣
now i m who i m...

thanks again...

1.The last person to tag you is?ai yin
2.Your relationship with him/her?Trustable Friend
3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?emo,trustable,strong minded,steady,talks 2 herself,xr's erm erm
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?Told me that everything's gonna be fine.n patting me
5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you?dun torture urself
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...i ad got ad wor
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...Not likely to happen
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...stop talking 2 herself.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...no way lar
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...b her fren? stand by her?
11. Overall impression towards him/her is...A friend in need is a friend indeed
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?emo,antisocial,lame,soi...
13. The character for you for yourself is?huh*?
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?easily cry
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?A person who enjoys every moment of her life
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.thanks so much 4 making life worth 2 live
17. Bra or panties?WAD THE...
18. Chocolate or ice-cream?Both
19. 10 people to tag.i duno..i dun tag ppl,ppl tagged me..

Last nite...

*beeps*

"1 message received"

"show"

[Angeline]

If u belief in rebirth,

what realation u wan

with me in ur next

birth.Reply & fwd

this msg 2 all ur

friends & u will get

very cute replies

so,i sent 2 hz n a few frens..

hz replied: i wanna b ur girlfriend!!

yyan replied: erm...um ok...

hz:y canot? i love u sooooo much..erm,wad abt u?

yyan: frens 4va n eva..

hz din reply~

hahas..i would like 2 b frens with u all again of cuz do i hav 2 tk twice?? no ...

i hope n wish tat evrytg will b ok again, n lets go beach..

yyan very sick,yyan hopes evrytg will b back again..

yyan wans evrybd 2 b 2gether n play..

hopes...wishes....

can any1 help me fulfill my wish??

smile

many tgs happened during the past few weeks...
i hav learnt my lesson..
i hav 2 smile,smile alot,like wad hz do evryday...
for times like tis,i juz can try n smile hard...stretch my cheek muscle..stretch harder,until u can see tat beautiful smile on tat face...
dun b sad ppl,let us raise our head,n smile towards the future..

Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day. ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.


A smile confuses an approaching frown. ~Author Unknown


People seldom notice old clothes if you wear a big smile. ~Lee Mildon


A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ~Phyllis Diller


Smile. Have you ever noticed how easily puppies make human friends? Yet all they do is wag their tails and fall over. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Course, 1997


The world always looks brighter from behind a smile.

Start every day with a smile and get it over with. ~W.C. Fields


Before you put on a frown, make absolutely sure there are no smiles available. ~Jim Beggs


A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks. ~Charles Gordy


Wrinkles should merely indicate where smiles have been. ~Mark Twain, Following the Equator


The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare, Othello


A smile is the light in the window of your face that tells people you're at home. ~Author Unknown


If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it. ~Andy Rooney


If you smile at someone, they might smile back. ~Author Unknown


Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile. ~Author Unknown


Everyone smiles in the same language. ~Author Unknown


If you don't have a smile, I'll give you one of mine. ~Author Unknown


I've never seen a smiling face that was not beautiful. ~Author Unknown


Wear a smile and have friends; wear a scowl and have wrinkles. ~George Eliot


She gave me a smile I could feel in my hip pocket. ~Raymond Chandler


Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.
~Author Unknown


A smile appeared upon her face as if she'd taken it directly from her handbag and pinned it there. ~Loma Chandler


A laugh is a smile that bursts. ~Mary H. Waldrip


Smile - sunshine is good for your teeth. ~Author Unknown


The shortest distance between two people is a smile. ~Author Unknown


If you don't start out the day with a smile, it's not too late to start practicing for tomorrow. ~Author Unknown


Smiling is my favorite exercise. ~Author Unknown


Wear a smile - one size fits all. ~Author Unknown


No matter how grouchy you're feeling,
You'll find the smile more or less healing.
It grows in a wreath
All around the front teeth -
Thus preserving the face from congealing.
~Anthony Euwer


Every day you spend without a smile, is a lost day. ~Author Unknown


Everytime you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. ~Mother Teresa


A friendly look, a kindly smile, one good act, and life's worthwhile. ~Author Unknown


A kind heart is a fountain of gladness, making everything in its vicinity freshen into smiles. ~Washington Irving


Beauty is power; a smile is its sword. ~Charles Reade


smile is the universal welcome.


Keep smiling - it makes people wonder what you've been up to. ~Author Unknown


You're never fully dressed without a smile. ~Martin Charnin


A smile can brighten the darkest day. ~Author Unknown


It takes seventeen muscles to smile and forty-three to frown. ~Author Unknown


Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. ~Janet Lane


All the statistics in the world can't measure the warmth of a smile. ~Chris Hart


If you would like to spoil the day for a grouch, give him a smile. ~Author Unknown


Smile - it increases your face value. ~Author Unknown


Peace begins with a smile. ~Mother Teresa


A smile is a powerful weapon; you can even break ice with it. ~Author Unknown


Most smiles are started by another smile.


A smile is something you can't give away; it always comes back to you. ~Author Unknown


A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. ~Author Unknown


It takes a lot of work from the face to let out a smile, but just think what good smiling can bring to the most important muscle of the body... the heart. ~Author Unknown

SMILE~

i tot u wil understan..

ystrday sometg happen..
actually,i ad noe tis day will come...

y u all have 2 react lidat?
i cannot understan ur reactions...
i noe u al care abt me..
but i noe wad m i doing..
i m yunyan ar,owaz noe wad m i doing de..

i dun tk it is wrong..
i m not saying tat i m not listening 2 u ad..
i juz wan..4 once..2 do somtg i like..
4 once,do it 4 myself...
ntg is going 2 happen 2 me...
i m stil yunyan..
i m stil me...

it hurts when u all din understan..
i duno anytg,i never understan anytg abt ur branded stuf..ur "i m so in love" topic..ur "kebersihan"..all u tell me i juz listen n understan..n agree v u wad 2 do...but NOW ...4 ONCE...i juz make frens,n u react like i juz rape somebd???
i duno..
u make me so confuse..like nobody understan or trust me..make me so alone..

i tot in tis tg..xinrou n hz would understan..
but ystrday u attack xinrou lidat,she oso dare not speak in behalf of me ad..
i duno...reali duno...wad is wrong??? where is da wrong???
u treat me like wad ?!


i reali hope u will understan..perhaps...

比想象中更痛

你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走

都挤在我心中

我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

是美的

心碎成了沙漠

就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手

本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢

再勇敢地站着

找回光和热

面对你的时候

我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客

因为路有些曲折

我眼泪都笑了

谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的

就唱首离歌

想起你的时候

我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾

因为我已爱过你

深深的

HAPPY BIRHDAY yz!!!!!

u wana bet v me?? ahaha..u die liao....i will hold ur hands!!!

angel..dun leave b4 me can ar??pls la..i ad xi guan u ad..den u suddenly leave me i cn die eh ar....

duno can let u happy or not,but i try...

huimei tol miss chan "i LOVE U"hahas!!!!

laugh until my sides ache..hahas...

Miss chan tot we play truth or dare...
i tol her we memang wana tell her frm da bottom of our heart..

elin la,suggest tis kinda weird stuff..she memang pure crazy..hahas...

ntg 2 say ad...swt

angel..dun lidat..u not useless..u hav done too much..i m too thankful 2 u..

dun kua sui urself lidat,u r not rubbish..u r angel...i will support u 4eva..

i 4bid u 2 say urself lidat..no matter wad u r my angel!! i will sayang u no matter wad u r!!

i lik the feel u gave me,make me feel important..so, u r not notg,u r angel k..altgh small but great..

u ask me not 2 tok, i dun tok ad..so we deng sama k?

i promise,i wil find my heart back,let u see my smile =)...

but angel hav 2 promise me not 2 look down upon urself n dun hurt urself oso..

we sama sama happy..canot selfish,canot sad alone..if wan sad 2gether oso k??

p.s.:i settle my tg ad..tq 4 accompanying me throughout my life..if u wan,i will teman u oso..like u said,evry sec,minute,hour,day,year...etc..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
01. What have you been doing recently?Emoing
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?Nope.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?HZ tag me
.04. When did you last cry?a few days ago
.05. Believe in fate/destiny?Yep, but we have alternatives which are able to change our fate.
06. What do you want in your life right now?HER.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?hood,cuz i nv use umbrella.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?Blanket.
09. What bottom are you wearing now?baggy pants.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? a 'hello' from sum1 i care abt.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?No,i like simple,n simple is beautiful.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?Nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?Some korea movie tat has no ending.
14. What are you proud of?Nothing to be proud of.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?(deleted) i empty my inbox too often. 16. What was the last song you sang out loud?Cha jian er guo
17.Do you have any nicknames?A lot!! pokok,yyan,xiao shu,da shu,angel...
18. What does your last received text message say?by yueh zheng-'why o?'.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?11.45pm,real early
20. Are you currently happy?Nope,emo-ing
.21. Who gives you best advice?Depends,many ppl hav great advice.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?Nope.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?None.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?Her.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?'biskut face' ,i laugh 4 5secs.
26. Do you wear toe socks?Nope.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?no idea.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?DUH..now lar...
29. What annoys you most in a person?Accusing me of wad i din do.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?yes.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?Nope.
32. What is the colour of your room?Mainly white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?Nope,killing wont bring me anywhere.
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap? No idea.
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?My bro.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?duno..angeline gua..
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?Never kissed before.
38. Do you have a life?Yep.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?Yep.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?its da manga i use 2 love.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?Her.
42. Last time you smiled?after i saw 'biskut face'
43. Have you changed this year?Crazier,emo-ier.
44. What are you listening right now?.劉力揚＆Tank－我就是這樣
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?Nope,i m working hard on tis ques
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?Depends...
47. Is there a quote you live by?U lose when u gain,u gain when u lose.
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?Duh.yes lar.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?Yep.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?saying sorry 2 someone.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?SmSing n chating v mum.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?DUH,NO!!GRRR*
.53. What song best describe your love life?Cha jian er guo.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?yes gua.
55. Who always make you laugh?angel,kim,hz,xr,puba oso,many wor..
56. Do you speak other language other than English?Bm.
57. favourite website(s)?Yam music blog.
58. What's your middle name?YUN??hahas.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?HOLS!.
60. What do you think you are like?A mad person.
61. Who will you choose to die with?i dun wish 2 die!hahas,duno,i tk i m alone.
62. Where have you been today?sitting in frnt of com.
63. What game do you play often?ss-ing game.
64. Who are you missing right now?wy.
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?friends,nobody loves me.
66. What are you doing right now?DUH,ANSWERING QUES LA!!.
67. Which primary school are you from?Pcgps.
68. Name 3 colours that you like?Green, black,white.
69. What emotion you like to show?Bluring.
70. What is your life to you?Failure.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?settle it,or juz gv up.
72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?HZ.
73. Who do you admire most?u got me thinking there...
74. Which month are you born in?Feb.
75. How are you feeling right now?i ad mention alot ov times,EMO EMO EMO...
76. What is the time now?10.15am.
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?Paru-paru.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?None.
79. Why are you doing this test?No idea,ask HZ.
80. What do you do when you're moody?I eat alot.
81. At which age you wish to get married?i dun reali wana get married.
82.Who is more important to you? boyfriend or friends?Both.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?Enjoy.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?my frens,wic is more than 1.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?No,i m not da fantasy-type.
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?get gud scores without studying ofcuz...
87. What is your goal for this year?get up.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?No,i dun hav love pun.
89. What feeling do you love most?Thrills.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?Of course. hello,i m pokok,i noe best.
91.What feeling you hate the most?Being treat like shit.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?YES!EACH N EVERY.
93. Do you believe in God?Of course.
94. Who cares for you most?Everyone.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?My phone.
96. What will you bring when you fight?ME?hahas.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?Not telling her i lv her,apologzing 2 tat person.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?er,die?.
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?i'll 2time her too,hahas..ask HZ,she noes best.
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?EMOEMOEMOEMOEMO!!swt, how many times u wana ASK???

tis few days mood not gud...heart broken in2 pieces..i m stil human,not puppet..cnt u treat me normally??...dunno wad 2do pun...u made me dun like 2 talk muc...nowadays i talk nonsense...ss-ing nia...my heart is lost,tats y u dun hurt me muc,all i feel is numbness...luckily i got angel n sum others abo i will die...i duno wad 2 say pun,u see wad u did 2 me?? ...

Girl or boy??!!!

wa!!!! so pekchek!!!!!!! ystrday i went 2 sunshine buy mooncake!!! i bought 16jelly mooncake frm da aunty,manatau she call me boy boy!!!!!!!
eh,pls la aunty i girl lai lar!!!!! i even bought many mooncakes frm u lar...u can ignore me or wateva larr..when i was busy pressing my hp u pat my back n call me :boy boy,happy mooncake festival! my god,r u blind???my god my god!!!argh.......

tis is NOT the 1ST TIME AD!!!!!

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting beside them, knowing you can't have them. I dont exactly mean beside me, cause that is xr. N i dun love her, hahas. (LOL, kidding, i love XR)

I wanna tell u:

To the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world. I wanna tell you, you r my world N i love you but...

P.s. LOVE, FORBIDDEN

tis few days hsiehzhenz,tzebey,aiyin,xinrou had bin busy...they hav tis formula 1 thing going on,where they design n make cars,testing their speed...they had bin under pressure 4 a long time ad...mayb there were a few little mistakes here n there but they hav done great jobs! i sure dont hav any talent in designing or making cars like that(my talent is juz Zzzz-ing)..i broke their car once,had bin very guilty n never wana hold it again..anyway,back 2 topic,they had bin great..their car look gorgeous!!!hahas...they had bin in lab B working very very hard(n oso msn-ing very hard) hahas..but over all ,they rock!!

juz wana wish them best ov luck in da competition,it doesnt matter abt winning or losing,most importantly is having fun...

GOOD LUCK YA!!!!!!

violin..aikzs

there was dust on my violin since August 15th...i had not touched it since da violin exam...i wonder how did do my exam ?? probrably not gud i guess...it was some kind of last minute work..i hav no sense ov music,i could not tell the notes by listening 2 them..4 a grade8er i suck..haiz..some how,i kinda miss my violin...i hav an urge 2 pick it up n playing it again,but there is this kind ov fear i hav 2wards it...perhaps,i m afraid tat i would fail my last grade...my mum's hope is high,she owaz tot i can do evrytg myself...i tot i will do great in evry exam..but i guess i disappoint her much...n perhaps i m going 2 disappoint her again...parents kinda dun reali understan their kids,i m not talking abt alwaz asking us 2 study,but juz gv us some time,let us enjoy our high sch live 4 once...as we r leaving soon...i reali hope tis time we get 2 go da trip...sincerely hope so..ah~too far frm da topic ad..

oya,violin..u wait 4 me,once i see a pass on da exam results sheet..i wil ensure u,there will b no dust on u ever again...

ROCK ON VIOLIN!!!!

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erm,i use 2 b alone in class,all my frns in diff classes..

i sat at da back n promised myself 2 occupy myself with storybooks n never feel lonely..
all the time i ve bin lying 2 myself..
living in nightmare..

den.. i met many nice nice frens..hahas..
thanks 4 brightening my life..reali..without u all,i would juz b like a human shell,living without purpose..now i m not alone anymore,once again thanks 2 all of u..new frens ,old frens..girly type boyish type..all shapes n sizes(hahas)...thks alot..
couldnt hav done it without all ov u..dunno how 2 express my gratitude,but juz thank u so muc 4 evrytg..

THANK YOU!!
loving evry moment of my life...hahas

U fool

i din 1 2 hav a blog but u force me 2!!!!!!!

U noe i will not 4gv u if u touch my frens,now u r goners!!!!

1st u hate who i love,
den u hate me,
den my frens!!!

enuf is enuf!!!!!

come get me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u bloody hell la!!!!